When I grow up I wanna be famous I wanna be a star I wanna be in movies
When I grow up I wanna see the world Drive nice cars I wanna have groupies
When I grow up Be on TV People know me Be on magazines
When I grow up Fresh and clean Number one chick when I step out on the scene
But now I've grown up, seen more of the world and am not sure what I wanna be. Looking back I think I've let too many precious opportunities go, it was at the time when STUDY was the topmost priority and nothing else should take up bulks of my time. How contradicting; in school I was taught to grab chances when they appear, while at home the parents always want me to do things steadily and if I may say, conservatively. "There'll be many chances for you to act in the future, after you've completed what's important." Baha, I knew from the moment these words left her lips that it wasn't true. This world isn't that nice, and opportunities don't wait for you. You aren't the queen, you aren't that great. Let it pass & you lose. End of story. On another note, I've began to realize that the entertainment industry that many small girls would lurrve to be in isn't all that suitable for me. -Looks at Allyssa, points at Gina- So well childhood aspirations stay just what they are - mere dreams. I've been psychoed into someone too practical, and someone not passionate enough.
Fastforward 10 years and I'm preparing to enter uni. So many courses to choose from, so many factors to consider. Interest, can I get in, will I be able to cope, duration, future job options, economic situation, double degree? Science-related stuffs out, Business's not practical in the recession, Law's gonna be tough, Social Science's useless. Accounting/Economics sounds too dry for me. Dammit I've been taking the conventional Science-route for too long to turn back and start doing Arts/Design/The-Things-I-Like.
Ugh, offdays make me think. My time's better spent loading music & nigahiga videos into my ipod (who's proudly named Babypod, yay. It's the first name that came into my head when I saw that darling dressed in her pink suit. -cooes-) Ryan Higa FTW! No one can beat those retarded-in-a-cute-way expressions on his face :D
Went to see doctor in the afternoon, wah really damn easymoney. All he did was talk to me a bit, ask me to say AH, listened to my lungs, bargained over the MC (he said 2days, I insisted on 3) then asked me to wait outside and collect medicine and pay. O.o I wasn't even in the room for 5 minutes luh.
Aha, what the shit, at least I get to skip work. -celebrates & hurries off to watch Desperate Housewives, THE BEST SERIAL EVER <3-
