1. more jackets/blazers 2. shoes 3. long topzzz 4. skinnys 5. beeg teeshirts 6. normal collar shirts 7. dresses 8. stockings
Awwman~
;7:31 PM
Even though my GPA's a joke, I'm very happy today. Walking around aimlessly doing silly stuff, playing with toys & crooning over fat hamsters, sharing toast & ice-cream with you is more than I can ask for.
And I bought new baba pants. Boy are they maaad cheap :3
;7:07 PM
Friday, December 18, 2009
I'm not a cheesy crappy romantic loveydovey kind of girl. So it's quite alarming to see that these words are actually coming out under my fingers.
Hear boy, You don't realize that the world can seem to come crashing down with little things that you say or do or feel, because you don't believe that you've become my world.
Sugar have some faith in me, don't let wild thoughts get us down. If what I'm giving isn't enough, tell me what it is & I'll give you more, just don't shrug and keep it all to yourself.
Is it that for every minute I'm missing you you're desperately trying to pull away? Is that why while I'm excitedly hunting for the better dress to doll up as your date you're remaining emotionlessly nonchalent about everything?
It's beginning to dawn on me that alot of things that I've done that I thought would make you proud & make you love me more isn't really hitting the spot. You don't need me to be very pretty. You don't need me to be very bubbly & enthusiastic. You don't need me to have a lot of friends.
You taught me to love, and I've learnt, even though I may not be the best at showing it. Maybe I've unwittingly made some mistakes along the way. Has that changed many things?
Now I'm stuck in this nightmare of a non-existent fairytale, wondering what to do next because I don't want to get out.
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I bought you a gingerbread bear from korea, but when I picked it up just now its leg cracked off. So I can't give it to you anymore. ): And the stupid bear is still smiling, like nothing is wrong.
Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.