HAPPY 11 MONTHS (: Tonight's phone calls were gushing with loveeee, despite all the awful shit you had to tell me. It feels good to know just how much you want to protect & shield this clueless stupid girl from all the evil creatures out there. You've no idea how crappy I feel for having put you through all these. Wish I could just live in a little japanese cottage wearing a beige frock and pouring tea for you everyday hahah. Yes, Japan, not US. But that shall be a debate for another day :B Well good luck for your test tmrw. I'm super proud of you having survived ten-day fieldcamp, especially with all the unnecessary extra #$%& piled on, and I'll say gomaenasai for the #$% that I contributed. Yes sucks to hear that people around you say things about me, that I myself don't even know exist. Hurts like fuck and maybe baby it hurts you even more because you're the one having to fight it off. A hug for you for believing in me. That aside, I'm really glad you've got some bros who'll help pull you through this hell. It don't really matter if they think I'm a terrible girl but I'm just thankful they'll (and can) be there for you when you're down. Makes me feel a bit better knowing that there're people taking care of you while I can't be by your side. As for me, I'll figure a way to live armydays better alright. Hate to be cheesy, but here's truly a big thank you for being My Angel in disguise.Stay strong baby, soon it'll be all over & back to just you and me, running together without a care for the world.
Hugs, kisses & a nip on the neck, Your Girlfriend.
